What I do, What I feel, What I am

Thursday, March 31, 2005

WHO AM I

who am i
If you type the above, on a unix console you will get a reply immediately. But in real life this is not such simple a question to answer. Please don't think I am going to write something philosophical !!!

"who/what am i?" or rather "who/what are we?" (am assuming no non human is reading this !!)is one question that I would like to get an answer for. Since it is not easy, I would rather rephrase the question as to " what i would prefer to be?"

I really don't want a fundoo looking elderly guy, with a white overcoat, well trimmed French beard and big round spectacles, calling himself the architect of this world (a mathematical system) appear in front of me someday and let me know that I am the outcome of an unbalanced, third order equation, when he designed the mathematical model of his creation(the world). I am just imagining "The Matrix" kind of a scenario. I would not prefer to know that. (Even if it is true I would have some repreive if I come to know that the system has been designed on Linux rather than on Windows :-) )

Nor would I prefer a situation, where in I need to take part in some kind of fight for the very existense of the human race, against the machines, of course with some machines helping us (The Terminator kind of a scenario).
What next ? Do you believe I would prefer to be an alien with some extra ordinary powers ? IMPOSSIBLE. Nor would i like to know that 50 % of people around me whom i think are humans, are aliens (Men In Black, of course.) I do have some strong candidates around me whom I think are aliens !!!!!!

So what is that I would prefer to be? Din't you still get that? Plain and Simple. I want to be who I am now or rather who I think I am now.

Well, enough of this crap. This blog was really the outcome of watching a series of English movies (no other go, cant understand chinese :-( ) . That's the whole reason I insist myself and my friends in my room to watch only Indian movies which are inside a regular formula of family, romance, sentiments etc. .... i mean normal human feelings :-)

I conclude saying .... Be Human !!!

bye !!

To Start With ...

Hey

For guys who know me well, this might be a surprise !!!! Considering the fact that I know myself (I don't mean i have reached self realization. Just take it literally :)) to a decent extent, even am surprised !!!

What made me do this ? Blogging, i mean, of course.

I do have the habit of writing diary. My diaries normally contain the happenings of the day. Of course my friends will know that nothing really interesting happens in our lives ;-), in spite of which i keep it confidential, just for the fun of it. Still, I do try to fill in some meaningful pages. Also, after reading my friends' blogs i thought of doing it myself. In addition to that I am currently in Taiwan at my client's site. So I am alone, bored, tired (a bit) and in grave danger of forgetting my grammar (sorry, if some taiwanese/chinese are reading this by any chance). All these factors triggered me to do something unusual... So i ended up here.

I really don't know how long I 'll continue doing this, how long this enthu in me will last etc. But till the inevitable happens, i am afraid, you people(if exist) should bear with me.

Ok... my pizza has come. got to have my dinner.
ciao !!!